So today is one of those days I just want to throw a temper tantrum and kick cry and scream. I was doing so well and I don't know why but I thought for sure this was our month. The Dr tested my CD21 Progesterone and it was 12.95 and so we know I ovulated on my own and Scott I was in the bedroom like crazy during our "fertile time" but tested this morning and it was negative. Yes I know it's still a couple days early but don't think I'm going to see that positive and it breaks my heart. Everyone around me is getting pregnant and it just seems like we are never going to have a happy ending to our journey to be parents.
Here is my chart for anyone who would like to "monitor" it every month....
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/3f577b
I need to get back to tempting but I never remember plus I haven't been sleeping lately so that sucks. On the flip side of trying to get pregnant on our own finally got ahold of the lady at DHS and got our packet in the mail this week to get filled out notarized and fingerprinted so they can run background checks on us so that we can possibly adopt. We have to get it back ASAP bc apparently the lady is prego and going on maternity leave April 1 and she says the FBI background check takes 2-4 weeks so if we are lucky she will get it back before she goes on leave if not her cases are being divided up among other DHS people until she returns... how ironic we get the pregnant lady right?!?!
On a good note, Scott is doing really well in his military school and we are getting new furniture next Friday so I will get to do a little decorating which I am excited about..... other than that just trying to stay busy!
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